The reason why im restraining myself from going all the way is because of the uncertainty of what the future might have in store for me.
Im one person against a throng of curious and sneaky crowd. I cant even do anything to save myself.
I might be in every figments of ur imagination and the next second Im the new person u just love to hate.
This things happens u know , the wheel of life.
Sometime we cling on the moving wheel , hoping that it would escalate us to the top , but often now than ever , if the clinging doesnt come with hardwork and effort (given it bad , menacing or good) , we will forever be stationary in our own comfort zone.
Whats with a little bit of adventure of moving forward? Why are we so afraid of the unknown?
If u have the answer for this , please let me know because up until now , i still cant decipher the cosmic code of doubtfulness.
Ok im talking/writing/thinking/pondering craps again instead of finishing my ever-so neverending "work load"