I just woke up , well not really "just" ,ive been awake since the sun has its first sly peek of the day. Again , not really "awake" tho , ive been rolling and dreaming half-asleep more like it. U cant expect me to sleep comfortably serene in an hospital ward now could u? Do u think its fun to stay in the room where the wall is so frigging white it almost appear transparent. I can actualy feel that the wall is staring ghastly at me , as if they have eyes as big as the size of Saruman's where it has a red laser pointing out and trying to tediously scan my soul , waiting to mercilessly suck it dry from my helpless shell and labeled it on a wooden fiery shelf among thousand or maybe more trapped innocent soul.
The bed , oh the bed ,dont they have other terms for bed in hospital? I think they should replace the word bed in hospital because whenever "bed" it self arrive on our thoughts, it would automatically relate to a comfy situation where we can just lie happily , release our self from all day burden and just succumb to the sweet sweet surrender of pure relaxation. But the feeling about being on this bed inside this provided close space for patient is nothing close to my definition of bedding. It would not only brutally smash your emotion down down low until u excrete a couple of depression turd but would also encourage u to plan for ur own sepulture which is a fancy word (if not less terifying) for funeral.
I can go on and on and on about the sadness being in this ward without any companion but i cant
BECOZ M NOT EVEN IN A HOSPITAL!!
hahahhaha gotchaaa!!! did i scare the hell out of u??? are u thisssss close to call me to ask my condition?? NO? demnit! i guess m not that important after all! hahhahaha
ahhh~ the feeling of gibberish is so electrifyingly overwhelming.
Anyways , my greatest mummy brought me to seek medical attention at one of the local clinic. The doctor diagnosed me with urine infection. Apparently , there is a problem with the function of my kidney filtration. He gave me the usual have-to-finish-consume antibiotic , a pain killer and this concentrated liquid that suppose to cleanse off my urination system. I hope nuthing serious would surface from this tho. So far the pain has gone away and my urine never been so clear. So clear i could fool people into thinking that it is a drinking water.