Thursday, September 30, 2010

Unfathomable Curse

Its like a curse u know. Like a venomous poison slithering down a path of innocent weeds , demolishing their 48 hours of nourishment. What is this oppressive curse one might ponder. Well here i tell ya.

Everytime i wanna write something inspiring , i become uninspired.

like just now , how i wanna write about my view towards why/how young teenagers proudly and publicly buying a condom over the counter store. I already had few good pointers and even few humorous cynical remarks on this matter but as i said , it is like a curse.

Everytime my eyes fixed on this small immaculate white writing area , i got demotivated , uninspired , out of words , mental blockage and any other disease related to this matter.

issit fatigue ? lethargic? maybe my brain doesnt have enough air supply? am i gonna turn into zombie soon? yes i admit that i sleep less , maybe lesser than the amount of the less hour i usually get but that doesnt mean imma craving for brain soup anytime soon right?


if i am a zombie , im wanna be a nerd zombie. i might be a a flesh eating creature , but that doesnt mean i have to do it without a proper research.thats the blood ive been trained on doing , research research research.

fuck , this this! the digression what makes my brain really function. and it all craps accumulated into this pile of big big mountain of nonsense-ness.

i dont know how im gonna become a great academician if this continues.

good night everybody.

this is the last night that i got to enjoy my sleep because starting tomorrow onwards , hell of stacking up workload awaits with no time to spare.

2 comments:

boreD zombIE said...

when u felt felt like writing them up, u already wrote on them in your head.

and to do that all over again is just plain bothersome.
i always take that as lack of motivation.

solution? mine was to think there would be some interesting people out there who gonna read my entries.
wud be awesome.

cheers!

Azlan Zahari said...

hum..