Absent Minded

From excessive reading i know for the fact that the more mature our age is , the most likely our brain cells are gonna deliberately decrease. I know brain is the most important organ in our system and being the big man , brain must be exceedingly brilliant beyond comparison to other organ , but today i beg to differ.

And today i know that brain could also lose their sense of rationality when the process of elimination is being initiated because somehow , this big brain of mine absentmindedly choose this very crucial significant part of my brain which contain a crucial amount of common sense because today somehow i did it wrong in so many level , but luckily this is very unlikely to happened.

So for the very first time in my twenty and three years of existence , i unintentionally forgot to wear my pad when it is overflowing rivulet of red water stream down there and the best part is i only realized that when i get back home and to no surprise i wore red panties instead of frilly white.

oh bugger. m getting old , or at least my system is getting ripe.

The result of excessive exultancy

Though sometime i cant help but to agree on the fact that soccer are just a reason guys use to disguise their intimate "sensual" sharing moment together. I might be wrong but this picture proved otherwise. Dont get me wrong , i am totally cool with gay. In fact , gay ppl are way better than real man because they actually understand the sensitivity of emotion.

Stress-free day

Today was nice,
Woke up as early as the bird to sent mummy to airport .She was boarding to Penang and she gonna stays there fortnight which means 2 weeks momless for me and my sister but we managed that before so what harm could 14 days do.

After sending mummy to Subang Skypark Airport , i went back home to make sure everything was alright including switching off anything unnecessary or could lead to possible accused-arson. Then shoot off to sayang's . We went to Riana Green to collect a cheque from this unknown rude man so to speak. Soon after , we dragged our quality booty to the curve because i already made an appointment with my lovely cousin for a facial. Its been ages i hadnt pamper myself this much , the last time i went facial they used the real unprocessed honey for a mask .

She works at FORHIM by the way and her service was excellent at the best , of course i know she put extra effort because i am her lovely cousin. She said my skin oily in the inside and dried on the surface so she recommended me using Skin Food product ,and so being an easy-influenced consumer i am , i went straight to Skin Food and purchased Grape Seed Oil Foam which the sales girls claimed could do wonder to my skin. We'll see , but i have faith in organic products.

So now , my bunny love and i lepaking at Starbuck and ready to head home because RRA is having an acoustic practice at hafiq's house and i am ready for a free show!

Use Somebody

A read worth the time

How funny the chain of clicking on random sites brings u to another one more exciting than before. Like yesterday , i was browsing through this one forum and it has brought me to this one interesting blog. I never like reading other ppls blog before simply because i often come across some shittyly written blog and indigenous to mentioned a few. But this platform is different and i for once cant stop reading it from yesterday.

Its a story , more of a documented everyday life of a ordinary Singaporean man with a PhD from Stanford who was forced to retract from his 16 years of contribution in the industries. After so many interviews and countless CV's unresponded , he take a new turn on his life an become an extraordinary taxi driver and he pours down all his everyday life about his customer in this blog. He brings intriguing to a whole new level.

http://taxidiary.blogspot.com/ read it here.

p/s : i dont usually talk about other ppls blog because simply i think mine is the best but this one is an exception and u know it is astoundingly good when i dedicated a whole post for his blog. Its rarely happen but when it happen u know its a good material to read about.

Cut my heart , see whats peeking from inside.

Hello or should i say scram off~
Today was not a good day. I feel useless and the feeling seems to grow bigger and bigger , eliminating my confidence and self-esteem i used to proudly wear. I hate how i react and treat people whenever m feeling shitty especially to the people i love and care. I know its wrong , i know its selfish and i also know its hurtful but yet i didnt stop. This lifestyle m dragged to live has to be over.

I cant wait for Master class to begin because frankly , i am bored , i am directionless and i am sure one hellava mess. My emotion is in distress , it is always in distress whether i realize it or not. Maybe the fact that it has been consistently in distress for a very long time make the differentiation between dismay and delight almost impossible.

I am not a happy girl , though my appearance may suggest otherwise.

Then again maybe this is just hormone talking. My menstrual cycle is around the corner , and i tell u the bitch is getting meaner and meaner each time she hit me.